I am not the happy person I used to be.

Where do you run to escape from yourself?
I am feeling very down and depressed tonight. I have so much on my mind and I feel like a funnel cloud swirling around in a circle. I don’t even know where to begin. I can’t stop crying tonight. I am trying not to let it get to me but I can’t stop thinking about it. Trying to think positive but negative keeps getting in the way. I just want to run away. If anyone know what hell I am going through right now you would understand.
I am down – not feeling good, depressed. Ever get tired of just feeling lonely all the time? Yeah, me too. But I get used to it after a while. I must be alive ’cause I still feel pain. I get used to the pain.
Cause you really hurt me and I don’t need to say it cause you know. I’m sorry for always being the problem.
I just can’t do this anymore. Holding all the pain, tears, and anger in.. I can’t breathe and I need to escape.
Why is it so hard to be happy?

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